Monday, June 22, 2009

This Time Is Mine. Michael McCulloh


The time is mine

I am of normal night

There are many heads

Wrenched upwards


From the tidal swarm

In the antipodes


But no man who dies here

Is buried


In his opposite yearning


Thin ground that blends feet to dust

Here is a placid library


Only stacked with the written rock


Some horde must steal the ship now

And sail out over what is written


Steal all heads stiffening upward

Riding on this… rodeo hide


I’ve never been sold

To the bragging operas


I tear only tunes from any score

Believing song a vice, a tornado


I’ll bring a dance storm for the dead, now


Who must strangle rocks even

To own their broken fingers


We’ll go marching rightside up

Against the opposite tide


Here’s the white bicycle

Where a man fell down, unfortunate


He was not buried there


A mere insomniac

On his own block


He follows me, sleeping now

While I drag his loud forest scream


At the crossing of wide streets

Here many drunks fell silent


Lamenting as I do, of burial and upward air

Struck by sudden impulses, I’d think


They decided then for themselves


And march, if they please, very loudly

While I tune up the edges of our own private tide


All these deaths written

Are so easy to ride on, their memories…


They toss me forward in pure folly

And I shock them beyond burial


As always toward Antipodes:


“I will untrace

What you are written


I’ve come to sow you

As forgotten”


Windows slammed then

And shutters too


And my written trade

Became too rough for wrangling


The winds that sting sideways:


Blood had swarmed here wrong

Stumbled neither toward me

Nor lively death


I could not read this sidewalk

Nor sing the dance of onetime


Toward the brutal broken truth


I lure only the dead from cities


But I know not the living spell

To break those shuttered windows


Rats, I believe, someone, who charmed from there

And children too, according to good legend


Was never paid in gold, but took his own…


I wish to peer inside those faces

That drop their terrible fear


On sidewalks the dead must leave


I am only caretaker

Of the Antipodes


Wrenching heads upward

From its opposite tide


To trance their spirits

Downward toward good ground


Still I wish to peer

Inside the sound of slamming


Shutters, do you sense

What happened there?


Those seamless whispers cause

My robes to crumble…


I am a legend too, no ghost

And remember nothing of my birth


But it was some shuttering window

That crumbled me to this:


Sweeper only of memories

Herding always the glad willing


From such places cursed by living hearts.

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Greetings, My name is Jon Landon. I am a native of the San Francisco Bay Area. I I can write everything from Poetry to Technical Writing, I am a UC Berkeley Alumni ('88)