Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Light Of The Rose
Give to me your rose, my love
By its light
Let me be guided
Closer
Toward you
Toward that space
Lit within…
A leaping flame,
A torch of perfume
Touched off by your lips
With sheer bliss
As I gave it
This night
To you
Let me follow with it
The soft turn
Of breath
Upon your lips,
The soft turn
Of petals
Like the soft turn
Of your hips,
The soft turn
Of your curls
This sweet unfolding
Set in motion, suddenly burning
Inside the widening turns
Of this room
The spiral in the air of perfume
The white swirl of your dress
Spurned, whirling
Into this space
Where all is
Undone
Where all is
Undressed.
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Talisman, Ritual, Drama and Dream
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| Ancient Himalayan |
"Men had made those masks and other objects
For a sacred purpose, a magic purpose,
As a kind of mediation between themselves
And the unknown hostile forces that surrounded them,
In order to overcome their fear and horror
By giving it a form and an image”.
Pablo Picasso, upon discovering African art
for the first time at the Trocadero Museum,
Paris, spring, 1907
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| Ancient Dogon- Mali |
I
With this mask
Sacredly drawn
By the hand of Eternity from out of the memory of the Abyss,
Sacredly drawn
Through the blinding vortex of ultraviolet light,
Sacredly drawn
From out of the darkening cataracts of space,
Sacredly drawn
From out of the darkening cataracts of space,
Sacredly drawn
Through the vast rupture of the aethers,
Sacredly drawn
Sacredly drawn
Through the houses of the Sun,
Sacredly drawn
By the accession of the sovereign senses,
Sacredly drawn
Into the accrual of form and the quickening of flesh.
With this mask
Sacredly drawn
From out of the hierophantic rituals of spiraling stars
Sacredly drawn
From out of the hierophantic rituals of spiraling stars
Who connect its wearer to powers
Resident within the manifold of consciousness,
Who place this mask upon the descending soul
To mediate between the mundane and the supernatural,
To mediate between the sacred and the comic,
Who place this mask that connects the present to the past
And the past to the future,
Who place this mask that connects the wearer to all humanity,
That connects the wearer to the universe.
Lo, the hierophantic stars,
They who perform the ceremony of costuming
Vast, primordial night
With an ancient persona,
Bestowing upon it the lineaments
Of strange talismanic powers
With which to enact its timeless role
Within the drama of the Hours,
Here inside this dense theater
Of bone and flesh
Vast, primordial night
With an ancient persona,
Bestowing upon it the lineaments
Of strange talismanic powers
With which to enact its timeless role
Within the drama of the Hours,
Here inside this dense theater
Of bone and flesh
Where the divine play is performed...
I have fallen
And not yet overcome.
Yea, my mask disarrayed
From so many shifting and stirring
Strange and ancient dreams that yet cling
To my hidden face,
My talisman displaced and lost within a dream.
But take vast heroic faith that I will, yea
That I will find it and rise up
And confront everything
And yet
Never overcome
The horror that trembles
In the overwrought nerves of the abyss,
Nerves continuously seeking catharsis,
Nerves like roots splitting into Hydra’s heads
Whose teeth have too many times been sown
In this dark soil of human flesh
Take vast heroic faith that I definitely will
Confront everything with this face, with this talisman
And yet
Never overcome
The simple, ordinary horror, yea
The plain extraordinary wonder
Of the dazzling abyss behind this mask,
Of the dazzling abyss
Between this magical face and this magical Universe
That costumes and consumes men and worlds.
This dazzling abyss mysteriously speaking its lines
From out of the plenitude of the Unknowable,
Its thin, still voice
Terrible in its sublime vastness,
Speaking its lines from out of the mystical opening
Of this sacred face
Through which the poet sings
Before this dance of masks beside the bonfires of ascension
Lo, before this dance of birth, of death, of war,
Of marriage and of exorcism:
The poet sings
Of the Self -- the Other
These same
Which move in step within the circle of time
Distractedly following the fugitive beat
Pounded out by the ponderous stars
Tattooing the drum of space
With the fateful measure of sublime terror,
Pounding out the complex rhythms
Of their endless desires for love and terror
Betwixt the Self and Other,
Dancing round the fire of mirrors that look on
At this dance which arrives and collides
In the furtive reflection of its own reality,
Casting itself in quicksilver shadows
Within the vast field of the Unconscious,
Entranced by the startling, quivering motions
Of its own reflection,
Lurking and forever ready to lunge at itself
Both Prey and predator... in a moment
From out of the startled gap
Between its hand and eye.
The hand within the eye: the eye within the hand
Shrouded in the terrifying context between
The seer and the seen,
All-Seeing and All-Knowing
Yet hidden within a fist.
Stunned, amazed, and distrustful
Of its own fugitive reflection
Within the mirror of its own being,
Looking and questing deep within its limitless surface
For something truly true within itself;
The sole purpose for which it Be.
Looking for a face
Strong, certain and beautiful...beyond all forms...
Which can overcome
The embarrassment of its poverty
And the embarrassment of its riches
Of Love which must hide
Behind a form, a mask, a face
Which conceals the truth
As it always reveals the truth
Of Creation’s own love and terror of Its Self
Within this ritual drama of the Aeons of the Universe
Containing infinite lines and scenes
Within the unbound folios of boundless space
Penned from the mirrory ink between the stars
For a face that no longer conceals
Love for the All
For a face that has no fear of falling or rising,
Of living or dying,
That understands that merging
Is always auspicious
But ever dangerous
II
Lo, this poem is a talisman,
An ancient mask carved from out of
The everlasting being of space,
Out of the AlphaOmega,
Which at last understands that its role
Is apocalyptic; that its mysterious character
Reconciles Escaton to Genesis
And goes forth to answer the demands
Of this timeless role to perfection:
To be a poem, a face, a revelation
Of love and love’s courageous beauty
Bearing the Image of God
Yea, let this poem, this face
Constantly enter the Twelve Gates of Alchemy
Let it undergo the horrible pain of transmutation
As it is calcinated in fire so its eyes fill with blood
Until the spectacle witnessed is at once
The entrance and the exit and the process.
Let it open its mouth and say,
"I am the man of lead and I am withstanding an intolerable force."
Let it brave the unending encounter
With the Azoth of measureless electrical transformation
And endure the perilous experience of Its Self,
Stage after stage, reaching through mortification
Toward perfection and beauty
And back again
Within the magic of constant Death
Let it experience Its Self
Through the immediate mediation
Of the Other
And Thus Come
To at last understand
The Secret of Life
And no longer look like a Fool
Hiding from itself in the scenery,
But find a place
Which is a face
To place the mask of a mighty and wise Magician on,
One who dons the vestures and aspect of Heirophant
To perform the priestly sacraments
Of marriage, who therein performs
An everlasting exorcism,
A great thanksgiving, a Eucharist of peace and plenty,
Who ceaselessly performs
Absolutions and Final Unctions that are born again
In the eternal, starry baptisms of
The benedictions of Love,
Granting us Confirmation
Prior to our descent.
III
Behold, this talisman, this poem, this face,
Is to be held up steadfastly
And gazed upon concentratedly,
Is to be looked into deeply
For inside it
Live
Timeless images:
A kaleidoscopic flux
Of luminous, motile dioramas
Of deathless saints
Cut in relief
Of philosophic stone
From the mighty cathedral walls
Of the One Spirit,
Cradling in the nooks of their feminine arms
Their meek and severed heads
Like newborn babes
So closely held to their breasts.
Deathless saints tucked softly into tall, vast naves
Standing guard with huge broadswords beside them,
Heavily armed
Before the utmost, innermost sanctuaries of most
Holy Love and Wisdom.
Behold, this poem is adorned
With countless surreptitious carvings
Of the face of the Greenman
Hidden at the highest point
Of the cathedral steeples of Europe;
A long, winding peregrination to the sheer vertices
(Which should not be missed).
This talisman is carefully woven
Into large, confounding magical knots
Of great complexity that darkly turn
Into long, multicursal labyrinths
Overseen by depraved gargoyles who countenance
The profane mystery of the human Minotaur,
And somewhere, cautiously trailing out,
Ariadne’s thread (barely shown).
This face contains the massive, heaving sculpture
Of the fallen angel, Asmodeus, straight from the depths of Hell
Bearing on its pedestal this motto:
“Begone -- I conceal the secrets and mysteries of God!"
This poem, this face, this talisman
Is a Cyprian plate etched by an insane artist
With a picture of a very old riddle
Engraved inside a secret
Drawn again inside an enigma
Etched once more inside a mystery
All engraved inside and out, ad infinitum
Upon the stone-faced Sphinx of the Arcanum
Opening and closing its mouth
In a terrifying yawn,
Or is it a laugh...or...or...
A scream?
IV
Behold,
This poem, this talisman, this face
Is magickally constructed through the
Ceremonial signs and somatic gestures
Of the long occult ritual and sacred drama
Of the rhythm, intensity, and measure
Of the One Breath
Which transforms all along the journey
From birth to death, from waking to sleeping
And back again,
All formed form the magical intent
To banish one’s own darkness
And ward off the infernal night
Seen only blindly in these Days of Man
Lo, this poem, this talisman, this face,
Is to be held up
As it victoriously sings and courageously dances
Before a strange, cruel, hostile orb
That spins in celerity
Amidst a sleeping, tossing Universe
Fitfully dreaming forth
Its last, unfinished epic
In which all the characters
I think
Must eventually die,
In which all the masks
I think
Must eventually be removed, must be torn off,
In which I think... and know
That everyone must die
In the visceral mystery
Of this storm-torn theater
With all its doors blown off, its ceiling scaled into
The Unknown and The Unknowable
By the galing winds of the Abyss
Ripping open the stage and all the seats
To this performance entitled
"The Black Hand Tackled In Chapel Perilous”,
Lifted up in the maelstrom of Mysterium Tremendum
That won’t stop blowing until
Someone...
Someone says, “Please, is it all right if we leave?
There are no more characters or scenes, are there?
Please we’ve all witnessed the massacre of the dreamers
Seen their resurrection and apotheosis,
Seen that all of this was concurred upon,
Both Murderer and Murdered
Please, it really is finished now,
Isn’t it?
Yet everyone still dying, I think, for now
This lone, disembodied voice carried away
By an avalanche of wind back into the Abyss,
Carried away before finding out the moral of the story,
Before finding out here whom the real hero is behind the mask,
Or learning that the moral to the story
Is the poetic drama itself -- Nothing else.
Only the histrionics of the divine tragicomic
That fear and love choreograph,
Before finally seeing here below
The Sole Actor
Unmasked upon the stage
The Author and Director
Of this Play
At last presenting Himself-
Perhaps a hero, perhaps a villain, or
Perhaps a stupid fool.
V
Lo, this poem is a talisman
For fending off the indifference
Or, vis a vis, the overconcern
As to how it all ends
And re-begins, -en medias res-
Within the dream of life and death.
This face, this poem, once inert and unformed
Is a talisman to which I have given
Conscious shape, energy and direction
Through long meditation, through long poetic ritual
For the dispelling of the inability
To endure one more day
Of the unavoidable mystery
Of this dream of the Body
In which I continue to arise every morning
To face another day at the end of this century,
At the completion of this cycle, at the conclusion of this Age.
This poem is all my faces
And my only face,
My only talisman
Which I point like a ritual sword into the darkness,
A mask that I face into the portending night
Of this nearly finished cycle of day
Of this cosmic age, of this small particular life,
(I am not sure which yet)
For I think this life is its own cosmic age.
And so, dream, and perchance to sleep
And to be refreshed by knowing all this at last,
But in the vicious mean time of all duration
Driven by the terrible habits and instincts
I have fallen
And not yet overcome.
Yea, my mask disarrayed
From so many shifting and stirring
Strange and ancient dreams that yet cling
To my hidden face,
My talisman displaced and lost within a dream.
But take vast heroic faith that I will, yea
That I will find it and rise up
And confront everything
And yet
Never overcome
The horror that trembles
In the overwrought nerves of the abyss,
Nerves continuously seeking catharsis,
Nerves like roots splitting into Hydra’s heads
Whose teeth have too many times been sown
In this dark soil of human flesh
Take vast heroic faith that I definitely will
Confront everything with this face, with this talisman
And yet
Never overcome
The simple, ordinary horror, yea
The plain extraordinary wonder
Of the dazzling abyss behind this mask,
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| Venetian (modern) |
Of the dazzling abyss
Between this magical face and this magical Universe
That costumes and consumes men and worlds.
This dazzling abyss mysteriously speaking its lines
From out of the plenitude of the Unknowable,
Its thin, still voice
Terrible in its sublime vastness,
Speaking its lines from out of the mystical opening
Of this sacred face
Through which the poet sings
Before this dance of masks beside the bonfires of ascension
Lo, before this dance of birth, of death, of war,
Of marriage and of exorcism:
The poet sings
Of the Self -- the Other
These same
Which move in step within the circle of time
Distractedly following the fugitive beat
Pounded out by the ponderous stars
Tattooing the drum of space
With the fateful measure of sublime terror,
Pounding out the complex rhythms
Of their endless desires for love and terror
Betwixt the Self and Other,
Dancing round the fire of mirrors that look on
At this dance which arrives and collides
In the furtive reflection of its own reality,
Casting itself in quicksilver shadows
Within the vast field of the Unconscious,
Entranced by the startling, quivering motions
Of its own reflection,
Lurking and forever ready to lunge at itself
Both Prey and predator... in a moment
From out of the startled gap
Between its hand and eye.
The hand within the eye: the eye within the hand
Shrouded in the terrifying context between
The seer and the seen,
All-Seeing and All-Knowing
Yet hidden within a fist.
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Stunned, amazed, and distrustful
Of its own fugitive reflection
Within the mirror of its own being,
Looking and questing deep within its limitless surface
For something truly true within itself;
The sole purpose for which it Be.
Looking for a face
Strong, certain and beautiful...beyond all forms...
Which can overcome
The embarrassment of its poverty
And the embarrassment of its riches
Of Love which must hide
Behind a form, a mask, a face
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| Haida- British Columbia (traditional) |
Which conceals the truth
As it always reveals the truth
Of Creation’s own love and terror of Its Self
Within this ritual drama of the Aeons of the Universe
Containing infinite lines and scenes
Within the unbound folios of boundless space
Penned from the mirrory ink between the stars
For a face that no longer conceals
Love for the All
For a face that has no fear of falling or rising,
Of living or dying,
That understands that merging
Is always auspicious
But ever dangerous
![]() |
| African (modern) |
Lo, this poem is a talisman,
An ancient mask carved from out of
The everlasting being of space,
Out of the AlphaOmega,
Which at last understands that its role
Is apocalyptic; that its mysterious character
Reconciles Escaton to Genesis
And goes forth to answer the demands
Of this timeless role to perfection:
To be a poem, a face, a revelation
Of love and love’s courageous beauty
Bearing the Image of God
Yea, let this poem, this face
Constantly enter the Twelve Gates of Alchemy
Let it undergo the horrible pain of transmutation
As it is calcinated in fire so its eyes fill with blood
Until the spectacle witnessed is at once
The entrance and the exit and the process.
Let it open its mouth and say,
"I am the man of lead and I am withstanding an intolerable force."
Let it brave the unending encounter
With the Azoth of measureless electrical transformation
And endure the perilous experience of Its Self,
Stage after stage, reaching through mortification
Toward perfection and beauty
And back again
Within the magic of constant Death
Let it experience Its Self
Through the immediate mediation
Of the Other
And Thus Come
To at last understand
The Secret of Life
And no longer look like a Fool
Hiding from itself in the scenery,
But find a place
Which is a face
To place the mask of a mighty and wise Magician on,
One who dons the vestures and aspect of Heirophant
To perform the priestly sacraments
Of marriage, who therein performs
An everlasting exorcism,
A great thanksgiving, a Eucharist of peace and plenty,
Who ceaselessly performs
Absolutions and Final Unctions that are born again
In the eternal, starry baptisms of
The benedictions of Love,
Granting us Confirmation
Prior to our descent.
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| African (modern) |
III
Is to be held up steadfastly
And gazed upon concentratedly,
Is to be looked into deeply
For inside it
Live
Timeless images:
A kaleidoscopic flux
Of luminous, motile dioramas
Of deathless saints
Cut in relief
Of philosophic stone
From the mighty cathedral walls
Of the One Spirit,
Cradling in the nooks of their feminine arms
Their meek and severed heads
Like newborn babes
So closely held to their breasts.
![]() |
| Notre Dame |
Standing guard with huge broadswords beside them,
Heavily armed
Before the utmost, innermost sanctuaries of most
Holy Love and Wisdom.
Behold, this poem is adorned
With countless surreptitious carvings
Of the face of the Greenman
Hidden at the highest point
Of the cathedral steeples of Europe;
A long, winding peregrination to the sheer vertices
(Which should not be missed).
This talisman is carefully woven
Into large, confounding magical knots
Of great complexity that darkly turn
Into long, multicursal labyrinths
Overseen by depraved gargoyles who countenance
The profane mystery of the human Minotaur,
And somewhere, cautiously trailing out,
Ariadne’s thread (barely shown).
This face contains the massive, heaving sculpture
Of the fallen angel, Asmodeus, straight from the depths of Hell
Bearing on its pedestal this motto:
“Begone -- I conceal the secrets and mysteries of God!"
This poem, this face, this talisman
Is a Cyprian plate etched by an insane artist
With a picture of a very old riddle
Engraved inside a secret
Drawn again inside an enigma
Etched once more inside a mystery
All engraved inside and out, ad infinitum
Upon the stone-faced Sphinx of the Arcanum
Opening and closing its mouth
In a terrifying yawn,
Or is it a laugh...or...or...
A scream?
IV
Behold,
This poem, this talisman, this face
Is magickally constructed through the
Ceremonial signs and somatic gestures
Of the long occult ritual and sacred drama
Of the rhythm, intensity, and measure
Of the One Breath
Which transforms all along the journey
From birth to death, from waking to sleeping
And back again,
All formed form the magical intent
To banish one’s own darkness
And ward off the infernal night
Seen only blindly in these Days of Man
![]() |
| Austrian (ancient) |
Lo, this poem, this talisman, this face,
Is to be held up
As it victoriously sings and courageously dances
Before a strange, cruel, hostile orb
That spins in celerity
Amidst a sleeping, tossing Universe
Fitfully dreaming forth
Its last, unfinished epic
In which all the characters
I think
Must eventually die,
In which all the masks
I think
Must eventually be removed, must be torn off,
In which I think... and know
That everyone must die
In the visceral mystery
Of this storm-torn theater
With all its doors blown off, its ceiling scaled into
The Unknown and The Unknowable
By the galing winds of the Abyss
Ripping open the stage and all the seats
To this performance entitled
![]() |
| Germanic (traditional) |
Lifted up in the maelstrom of Mysterium Tremendum
That won’t stop blowing until
Someone...
Someone says, “Please, is it all right if we leave?
There are no more characters or scenes, are there?
Please we’ve all witnessed the massacre of the dreamers
Seen their resurrection and apotheosis,
Seen that all of this was concurred upon,
Both Murderer and Murdered
Please, it really is finished now,
Isn’t it?
![]() |
| Chapel Perilous |
Yet everyone still dying, I think, for now
This lone, disembodied voice carried away
By an avalanche of wind back into the Abyss,
Carried away before finding out the moral of the story,
Before finding out here whom the real hero is behind the mask,
Or learning that the moral to the story
Is the poetic drama itself -- Nothing else.
Only the histrionics of the divine tragicomic
That fear and love choreograph,
Before finally seeing here below
The Sole Actor
Unmasked upon the stage
The Author and Director
Of this Play
At last presenting Himself-
Perhaps a hero, perhaps a villain, or
Perhaps a stupid fool.
![]() |
| Mongolian (traditional) |
V
Lo, this poem is a talisman
For fending off the indifference
Or, vis a vis, the overconcern
As to how it all ends
And re-begins, -en medias res-
Within the dream of life and death.
This face, this poem, once inert and unformed
Is a talisman to which I have given
Conscious shape, energy and direction
Through long meditation, through long poetic ritual
For the dispelling of the inability
To endure one more day
Of the unavoidable mystery
Of this dream of the Body
In which I continue to arise every morning
To face another day at the end of this century,
At the completion of this cycle, at the conclusion of this Age.
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| Ancient Ghana |
This poem is all my faces
And my only face,
My only talisman
Which I point like a ritual sword into the darkness,
A mask that I face into the portending night
Of this nearly finished cycle of day
Of this cosmic age, of this small particular life,
(I am not sure which yet)
For I think this life is its own cosmic age.
And so, dream, and perchance to sleep
And to be refreshed by knowing all this at last,
But in the vicious mean time of all duration
Driven by the terrible habits and instincts
Of the animal soul
I know that it is all One
Face, Mask, Talisman, Poem
I have seen repeatedly displaced in my many dreams
Within the vast ritual and drama
Of this talismanic dream of the Universe
And that is All --
Theaters, words, places, winds, mindscapes, faces
Of my own long escapade
Through the one Mind of the One Self-
But I am too tired to be anguished
By the factual irony of this rumor
And all its wars, that I long to escape.
VI
Lo, this poem is a talisman
For accelerating the long process,
For speeding this beast of burden journey
Of not being done, not even close it seems
To Being
The Accomplished, the swift Thus Come-
Still only the Scarab’s long march through the cold abyssal wastes
Beneath two moons -
One of song and one of dung.
This poem is of the saints, all the deathless saints
At the distant beginning and throughout the long course
Of this poem of the Universe.
It is for the mighty and intense bringing
Of the heart into the mind
And the mind into the heart, now.
To think gravely and lightly
On all these terrors and desires of the Universe
Which have been done,
To which we as the Cosmic Man and the Cosmic Woman
Have thus conceived, thus sired, thus given birth to
And have thus been born amidst and among.
Yea, this poem is a talisman
For ensuring the attainment and realization
Of One Thing: Strength.
Its competence, confidence, and fitness
Before the ordinary face
Of terror
And the urge to run
From all which it conceals...
Love.
Hold open the lion’s jaws and enter!
This poem is for the laying of
The Stone of Stumbling,
For the placing of
The Cornerstone which the Builders rejected,
For the building of the Triumphant Body
Of a yet more potent talisman
Formed directly from the Word Made Flesh,
A yet much more powerful face
Filled with greater light and truth
To confront all which is still
Not finished yet, all which is still
Yet to come
For as long as the Self and Other
Continue yet to co-arise.
Hold forth this poem, this talisman
For it is a mirror of your most daring intimacies.
A holy tryst, an intercourse of time and space,
A copulation in which the One Spirit
Ecstatically dies
As it transcends itself,
As it reproduces
The Magical reflection
Of your Original Face
And the Magical Universe.
Look eye to eye with
The Other -- The Self
As you hear and see
This One Voice that is a Vision
Revealed within
And be transformed,
Yea, Eternally Transfigured
And the veil that hides the splendor of your divinity be lifted.
I know that it is all One
Face, Mask, Talisman, Poem
I have seen repeatedly displaced in my many dreams
Within the vast ritual and drama
Of this talismanic dream of the Universe
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| Ancient Swiss |
And that is All --
Theaters, words, places, winds, mindscapes, faces
Of my own long escapade
Through the one Mind of the One Self-
But I am too tired to be anguished
By the factual irony of this rumor
And all its wars, that I long to escape.
VI
Lo, this poem is a talisman
For accelerating the long process,
For speeding this beast of burden journey
Of not being done, not even close it seems
To Being
The Accomplished, the swift Thus Come-
Still only the Scarab’s long march through the cold abyssal wastes
Beneath two moons -
One of song and one of dung.
This poem is of the saints, all the deathless saints
At the distant beginning and throughout the long course
Of this poem of the Universe.
It is for the mighty and intense bringing
Of the heart into the mind
And the mind into the heart, now.
To think gravely and lightly
On all these terrors and desires of the Universe
Which have been done,
To which we as the Cosmic Man and the Cosmic Woman
Have thus conceived, thus sired, thus given birth to
And have thus been born amidst and among.
Yea, this poem is a talisman
For ensuring the attainment and realization
Of One Thing: Strength.
Its competence, confidence, and fitness
Before the ordinary face
Of terror
And the urge to run
From all which it conceals...
Love.
Hold open the lion’s jaws and enter!
This poem is for the laying of
The Stone of Stumbling,
For the placing of
The Cornerstone which the Builders rejected,
For the building of the Triumphant Body
Of a yet more potent talisman
Formed directly from the Word Made Flesh,
A yet much more powerful face
Filled with greater light and truth
To confront all which is still
Not finished yet, all which is still
Yet to come
For as long as the Self and Other
Continue yet to co-arise.
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| Japanese |
Hold forth this poem, this talisman
For it is a mirror of your most daring intimacies.
A holy tryst, an intercourse of time and space,
A copulation in which the One Spirit
Ecstatically dies
As it transcends itself,
As it reproduces
The Magical reflection
Of your Original Face
And the Magical Universe.
Look eye to eye with
The Other -- The Self
As you hear and see
This One Voice that is a Vision
Revealed within
And be transformed,
Yea, Eternally Transfigured
And the veil that hides the splendor of your divinity be lifted.
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| Buddha in Parinirvana |
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| Christ Ascended |
Thursday, April 19, 2012
Horse Race of Dawn
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| Kadinsky, Composition VII (1913) |
White, white sparkling wine of the morning sun...
Last glass before the blinding, bubbling light
For one long lost and gone,
The Prodigal son who gambled and drank away
Every cent of merit he was meant to live on.
Drunkenly staggering through fields of wildflowers,
The Prodigal son who gambled and drank away
Every cent of merit he was meant to live on.
Drunkenly staggering through fields of wildflowers,
Flowers like derby horses, the stamp of the sun's steeds
Blazing through them, flowers and steeds
Called to the post by a bugle blast of rising sun,
Called to the post by a bugle blast of rising sun,
Charging madly from the gates of dawn
To chug all-out, eight furlongs long,
Afoam and multi-chrome as they reach the bottle's sudsy end.
To chug all-out, eight furlongs long,
Afoam and multi-chrome as they reach the bottle's sudsy end.
A morning-after revery
With senses massively deranged by journeys
Into hallucinatory lands distant and strange.

Inside a crowd of wildly shouting hills and dales,
Into hallucinatory lands distant and strange.

Inside a crowd of wildly shouting hills and dales,
His head spinning and ringing,
Our prodigal lays down in a daze
And places a bet,
His last dollars wagered on just a hunch
Reaching drunkenly to pick a bunch
Of wildflowers whose names he hasn't the slightest idea of.
Which cantering steed shall it be whose fortune blossoms today?
Phantom of Hope, My Chimera, Unicorn's Deception,
Or Bottle of Smoke?
No, nor those named after strong drink:
Red-Red Wine, Double Shot, Bubbling Flute, Bad Whiskey.
Ah, those of flowers! Hazy Daisy, Fields Of Lavender, My Blue Rose.
Ah, My Blue Rose. Yes!

This Last one!
The possibility of attaining that which seems impossible,
Even a way out of hell.
And a rampant wind in the meadow calls the race
As our prodigal soul listens, stretched out, inebriated.
And places a bet,
His last dollars wagered on just a hunch
Reaching drunkenly to pick a bunch
Of wildflowers whose names he hasn't the slightest idea of.
Which cantering steed shall it be whose fortune blossoms today?
Phantom of Hope, My Chimera, Unicorn's Deception,
Or Bottle of Smoke?
No, nor those named after strong drink:
Red-Red Wine, Double Shot, Bubbling Flute, Bad Whiskey.
Ah, those of flowers! Hazy Daisy, Fields Of Lavender, My Blue Rose.
Ah, My Blue Rose. Yes!

This Last one!
The possibility of attaining that which seems impossible,
Even a way out of hell.
And a rampant wind in the meadow calls the race
As our prodigal soul listens, stretched out, inebriated.
"It's Hard Times Ahead straight out of the gate
Driven To Ruin, Gone So Wrong, with the jolly lock,
Tale of Defeat all coming together in a dead heat
Heading into the first turn with Last Stand closing
To half a length, Shadow of A Chance laying back by one
And My Blue Rose trailing behind by over four lengths ..."
With a blanket of clouds our prodigal soul falls asleep, comatose,
But birds rouse his ears
And our prodigal hears the booming, final call:
"The beginning of the backstretch, a four-way heat
"Hard Times Ahead by a hoof over Driven To Ruin
With Tale of Defeat in third and Gone So Wrong and Last Stand
Close behind, a half a length between them all with
Shadow of A Chance in sixth, but slipping back to 2 lengths
And My Blue Rose still in last and five lengths out."
And our prodigal soul nods out in despair
But still can hear...
"...down the homestretch, it's Tale of Defeat and Driven To Ruin
First and second with My Blue Rose making a late dash
Crossing at the fence past Shadow Of A Chance
And now past Last Stand, taking over fifth ...
It's Driven To Ruin and Tale of Defeat nose to nose,
With Hard Times Ahead in third
And My Blue Rose still pushing, My Blue Rose,
In a remarkable burst, past Gone So Wrong and into fourth
With Tale Of Defeat and Driven To Ruin, neck and neck,
And My Blue Rose, from out of nowhere,
The three huddled in a blanket finish
With My Blue Rose, the dark horse, firing,
Driven To Ruin, Tale of Defeat and My Blue Rose
In a dead heat, Driven To Ruin, My Blue Rose and Tale of Defeat
Hitting the finish and with a nod
It's My Blue Rose! Triumphant!
My Blue Rose! Eternally Victorious!
My Blue Rose! The Winner of the Infinite!"
Wander up and place the ultimate bet
And lean before all your stray hopes
As they hurtle from out of their gates,
And urge them on!
The flowers of impossibility and the darkest of horses
That race before you every day, oh my prodigal,
And you shall yet find your way home.
Pick 4, Pick 5 Flowers!
A Perfecta of dreams!
Watch as they charge toward glory
And let them Place, Show or Finish
In everything you do and say.
Find a flower and bet on it
And you'll find your place in the wager
Of all things earthly and beyond
No matter what, regardless of everything.
Friday, March 30, 2012
Dragons In The Stillness
Within the Stillness
At the impossible end
Of darkest, silky vastness
Only One Star of Silver burns…
This is where I love you...
Within the Stillness
Of an ultraviolet kiss
Lain upon unstirring seas of blackness…
Where I find your face
Cascading out of starlight
And hold it in my hands
For the first… always the first…
Holding it where the hearts of stars
Are married altogether everywhere
At the vanishing point of sight,
Where only the heart's thirst
Remains to perceive… to understand
Throughout the vast incomprehensibility
Of space, time and love
Tremulous perfection…
This is where I love you...
Within the Stillness.
Where we as dragons gain the waters, subtle bodies aflash
As we pass through silver seagates…
Onward into Wisdom’s central body,
Through the long shadow of Wisdom’s essence,
Descending deeper beneath those waves
Upon which only One Star of Silver burns…
It's light pulsing there in endless extension:
This state of mystic paralysis
That can only sigh, only moan, only
Move its lips for one more kiss…
This is where I love you.
Where the moon’s soft breath
Presses against the lips
Of eve and dawn
Tasting them past the bounds
Of all endurance,
Melting them into pools of emptiness
That spill as wine
Into the Aqua Permanens -
Where motionless, wild swans
White as falling stars
Plunge suddenly beneath
The iridescent surface
Of swirling dreams
And are gone, chasing after the phases
Of the moon dissolved
In timeless streams of Aquaster,
Plunging to the bottom
Where all images cease,
Where a love so sudden and new
Rises to the surface
Of this brilliant emptiness
And looks into your face,
Blinding you from out the mirrory depths of space…
Radiant solution of love and being
In which all bodies find Supreme Release,
Floating into the cream of gold
Upon the river of the sun’s voice…
Reaching the end of things
And returning to the immediate center
Of love…
Rising into a pillar of starlight…
Flying through waters far deeper than sleep
But not love…
In which Thou and I are One
In this bodiless dimension that unites us
Regardless of distance
This is where I love you…
Where love is timeless
And we merge and emerge...
As Dragons in the Stillness
At the impossible end
Of darkest, silky vastness
Only One Star of Silver burns…
This is where I love you...
Within the Stillness
Of an ultraviolet kiss
Lain upon unstirring seas of blackness…
Where I find your face
Cascading out of starlight
And hold it in my hands
For the first… always the first…
Holding it where the hearts of stars
Are married altogether everywhere
At the vanishing point of sight,
Where only the heart's thirst
Remains to perceive… to understand
Throughout the vast incomprehensibility
Of space, time and love
Tremulous perfection…
This is where I love you...
Within the Stillness.
Where we as dragons gain the waters, subtle bodies aflash
As we pass through silver seagates…
Onward into Wisdom’s central body,
Through the long shadow of Wisdom’s essence,
Descending deeper beneath those waves
Upon which only One Star of Silver burns…
It's light pulsing there in endless extension:
This state of mystic paralysis
That can only sigh, only moan, only
Move its lips for one more kiss…
This is where I love you.
Where the moon’s soft breath
Presses against the lips
Of eve and dawn
Tasting them past the bounds
Of all endurance,
Melting them into pools of emptiness
That spill as wine
Into the Aqua Permanens -
Where motionless, wild swans
White as falling stars
Plunge suddenly beneath
The iridescent surface
Of swirling dreams
And are gone, chasing after the phases
Of the moon dissolved
In timeless streams of Aquaster,
Plunging to the bottom
Where all images cease,
Where a love so sudden and new
Rises to the surface
Of this brilliant emptiness
And looks into your face,
Blinding you from out the mirrory depths of space…
Radiant solution of love and being
In which all bodies find Supreme Release,
Floating into the cream of gold
Upon the river of the sun’s voice…
Reaching the end of things
And returning to the immediate center
Of love…
Rising into a pillar of starlight…
Flying through waters far deeper than sleep
But not love…
In which Thou and I are One
In this bodiless dimension that unites us
Regardless of distance
This is where I love you…
Where love is timeless
And we merge and emerge...
As Dragons in the Stillness
Friday, February 25, 2011
The Blood of the Stars
As silence builds within
I build within
A staircase made of the fluid of the stars,
I build within
A staircase made of the fluid of the stars,
Their cardinal beams pounded quietly into place by my heart
A passageway of many steps and of many years
Of meditation vital to its elevation
Flights of nerves and veins
Whose densities unravel with every breath
Flights of nerves and veins
Whose densities unravel with every breath
Flowing within the blood of starlight
I ascend this gossamer stairwell in silence
A winding conduit of stairs and stars
Stirring up the vertebrae in floors and planes
Vestibule upon vestibule of
Of inner-space
Hollows inside a remote place,
Recesses from time constructed of emptiness
Floor upon floor into a vaster anatomy
I mount another stair in utter stillness
And stare fixedly into the stairwell's advance
Transfusing in nexuses of lymph and synapses
Of subtle blood of stars and neural paths
Stretching beyond my body
A winding conduit of stairs and stars
Stirring up the vertebrae in floors and planes
Vestibule upon vestibule of
Of inner-space
Hollows inside a remote place,
Recesses from time constructed of emptiness
Floor upon floor into a vaster anatomy
I mount another stair in utter stillness
And stare fixedly into the stairwell's advance
Transfusing in nexuses of lymph and synapses
Of subtle blood of stars and neural paths
Stretching beyond my body
The stars fresh transfusions of blood
Pouring down and down
My arteries flush with aethers
My blood the blood of the stars
I build with what builds within my veins
A shelter for the heart of space
One floor at a time, each lain upon a single breath
A doorway between life and death
I reach for now the final floor
Where all constructions cease
I light my consciousness aflame with peace
And let my heart lay down its hammer
There I sit me down and receive
And sit me down and receive.
Pouring down and down
My arteries flush with aethers
My blood the blood of the stars
I build with what builds within my veins
A shelter for the heart of space
One floor at a time, each lain upon a single breath
A doorway between life and death
I reach for now the final floor
Where all constructions cease
I light my consciousness aflame with peace
And let my heart lay down its hammer
There I sit me down and receive
And sit me down and receive.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Recital to Time
In the hall of my voice
For the words to be seated
The auditorium, though merely a blink
Of the eye through the small window
Of my life
Was filled to capacity
And beyond that opening,
From all the ways which they had come
The words arose
In ovation
In ovation
At the podium, a prism of seven rays,
I was silent, waiting,
But the words wouldn’t cease their ovation
My voice attempted a recital to time
But was drowned inside this plenum
Into the merest of whispers
I could only barely say,
"Every moment is sacred"
But my voice and the occasion were submerged
In ovation
JAL
Monday, May 3, 2010
Certum Est Quia Impossibile. Credo Quia Absurdum
It is certain because it is impossible
I believe, because it is absurd,
In each new flight of dawn…
And the resurrection of solar song
That enrings the hills
Is hymned by the choir of Seven Rays
For fools to scour their hearts in
Hills on which the robe of dreams
Is scrubbed and rinsed, then spread out
In laughter, the morning's recollection nonsensical
And our ambitions, our purpose
Absurd, and therefore
Certain as we stand before the sun,
Naked, with new dreams to put on
But those who do not put on fresh robes
They pound and pound with rocks
The ragged confutation of a dream
Their lack of faith a parsimony
As they fabric themselves in contradictions
Too great to fathom,
But holy fools dress themselves in rays of laughter
In which to bring the wearer to the mountain
And cry, cry like a beast within
The soap and lather of tears
That must prepare the born wound
And wrap it in a long guffaw of bandage
In which to heal the world
Rearrange the robes you have
Laughed and cried in and
Immediately be still
Inside this cosmic sacrifice
Staged behind the eyes
Resuscitate the near impossibility of Light from out of darkness
For everything you move in
Is a mystery of faith that either shines or blackens
As you imagine it to be
This labor of madness…
Soul’s fever like a little bird
Fallen from its nest
In the first rays of morn.
As dawn alights, perched on a branch of perpetual beginnerhood,
Twittering its radiant song in the distance
From out of the shapeless dark
Await and be shown its triumphant return,
A vision reserved only for those who have failed horribly
But still believe they have wings
And know of no other impossibility that is as great as
The dawn's impossible and absurd journey back
To the fledgling nest of this strange world.
Note: Certum Est Quia Impossibile, Credo Est
Quia Absurdum means It is Certain because it is Impossible. I Believe because
it is Absurd. These words are from the 2nd century Christian theologian,
Tertulluian
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- Jon Achilles Landon
- Greetings, My name is Jon Landon. I am a native of the San Francisco Bay Area. I I can write everything from Poetry to Technical Writing, I am a UC Berkeley Alumni ('88)




































